Chapter 8 NAME "Shit Happens" Part 2

=i bring them over=

there you go honey...

=i sit down=

(Lana)
=i put legs across his and start eating=
Mmmm......thank you. This is good stuff.

your good stuff...

=i kiss her cheek=

(Lana)
So are you.

=i kiss him back, getting a jelly on him=

= i wipe my face=

how lady like, *chuckle*

(Lana)
=i giggle=
I know, right? So lady-like. I was actually hoping to lick it off, you know.





(rofl)

also lady like...

(Lana)
I'm so lady-like aren't I?

=i take another bite and chuckle=

you are... just the way i like it.

(Lana)
=i giggle and pull him into a kiss=

=i hold the kiss=

Tar:

=he sits up=

get a room...


Talfie:

the fuck? you've been awake?!

(Lana)
=i extend a finger at Tar-tun, while still kissing Kurbis=

Talfie:

...

Tar:

ugh...

(Lana)
=i break the kiss for a second=
Seriously, Tar-t, what is it with you and love. You hate it because one person didn't work for you?

... she died


Talfie:

... that's the best reason you've got?

(Lana)
So? My first love died the day after he told me. Do I look like I hate love?

=i rest my head on Kurbis' chest=

no, you like like someone who is happy...

Scythe: exactly.

(Lana)
You need to keep in mind that you will find someone new. Otherwise, you may just try some stupid shit.

...

Scythe:

let 's go somewhere else lana...

(Lana)
=i nod=
Okay.

=i take one last bite of the food before standing up=

where to?

(Lana)
Let's just wander around. I don't want to think about this anymore.

okay...

=i take her hand=

guess your not in a kinky mood anymore...

(Lana)
No, I'm not.

=i give Tar-tun a hard glare before walking out with Kurbis=

*groan*

thanks Tar....

(Lana)
=i keep walking=

you okay?

(Lana)
=i shake my head=
Just...not something I like to talk about.

I'm your husband, it's okay....

(Lana)
=i stop and turn around. There's a slight tremor in my voice=
Remember when I told you it was hard living on the Rebel planet?

yeah, of coarse i do

(Lana)
=i hang my head=
Now, with that in mind, what is the final act someone can do?

... what?

(Lana)
=i say it slower, more clearly=
What is the final act, someone can do?

by what, i meant let me know, i can understand you...

suicide...

(Lana)
Suicide. Now, with those two pieces of information, what can you guess?

=tears start to form=

=i hug her=

let's try to forget about this... I can't stand seeing you upset...

(Lana)
=i hug him back, tightly, as the tears flow harder=

it's okay... I'm here

(Lana)
=the tears keep flowing=
I...just couldn't...take it anymore...everyone was against me...couldn't talk to anyone...

=i hug him tighter=

shhh... it's alright, it's alright....

(Lana)
=i put my head in his chest, tears still flowing=
I'm sorry...I'm so sorry....

it's not your fault in any way...

(Lana)
Yes it is...I made to choice to do it...I'm the one who couldn't do it...

your with me and your married, that's all that matters right? being happy?

(Lana)
Yes...

=i kiss her cheek=

(Lana)
=the tears start to stop, but the sobs continue, leaving my face red with a tingling sensation on it=

it's okay....

(Lana)
=i start to calm down after what feels like hours, but really was probably just a few minutes=