Chapter 4: Exodus Part 5

=i can't stay awake, but I'm afraid of sleep. i start to myself=

Can't stop seeing it. Have to stop seeing it. Can't. Have to. Need to. Need help. No. No help. This is your own fault. Deal with it. Can't. Have to.

=i start slowly falling asleep, but i fight to stay awake, afraid of what i will see=

=He continues the laughter=

Voutan- Believe me, When a woman sees you take down a famous drug dealer twice your size with a pocket knife, it leads places.

=He keeps laughing=

Your not helping!

HAHAHAHAAAA TAR! YOU FAIL!!

why do you have to make fun of me!?

=After stepping out of the shower and getting dressed, she Heads back to the room and tends more to Voutan=

*sigh*

This sucks..... And Voutan stop laughing!

=She leaves the room and heads back out into the courtyard. She sees a sign, but cant read it. She tries to interperate it=

= sees Aura leave the room=

Aura Where are you going!?

=runs after her=

=She points at the sign, confused, and motions as if to ask him to deciphyer it=

=he looks up at the sign=

"SALUS"?

Aura i really don't know what it means, but it's really time to go back, you need to settle down!

=he grabs her hand and walks her back to the room=

=She yells at him in her own form of speaking=

Oni! Kuvoyhi eltit ishab! I denot deiniv Diorrmy!

=She continues struggling against him=

God dammit!

=let's go of her=

Fine! Go!

=She finds Diorrmy in the reacter room, drawin on the walls with a knife. She approaches him=

Diorrmy!

i just let her go...

=he sits on the ground=

why...

Aurafell. Still see it. Can't stop it. Need to stop it.

=i cut along the same patterns in my skin, then using the blood to paint the walls=

=She imediately tries to tend his wounds, as dictated by her instinct, not seeing that he is not the same Diorrmy she knew=

Tar, you just left her, she didn't leave you!

=gets up=

Aura!

=runs after her=

=i shake my head=

Can still see it. The pain. The fires. The suffering. It. Won't. Come. Out.

=i bang my head on the wall=

=She hears Teirtuns voice and yells back=

Kuvo Teirtun! Idenot ecater ekno ihmnivo!

=i shake my head and try to clear it. it doesn't work. i start crying= Make it stop. Please, make it stop. I can't stop it.

Aura!

=he runs to her=



~She shouted words into my face
The tongue bristled with lust
It was only her language I didn’t understand
I don’t regret it

Oh no, there’s nothing at all
Oh no, I regret nothing
When I left her skin
Springtime bleeds in Paris

-rammstein

=Teirtun rushes to her=

Kuvo Teirtun!!! Kuvo! Idenot ecater ekno ihmnivo! Idenot Eckavo thavi evanod!

If i only knew...

Aura?....what are you doing?


~Sie rief mir Worte ins Gesicht,
die Zunge lustgesträubt;
verstand nur ihre Sprache nicht;
ich hab' es nicht bereut.

Oh non rien de rien
Oh non je ne regrette rien
Wenn ich ihre Haut verließ -
der Frühling blutet in Paris.

-rammstein

=I bury my head in my hands, and lean against the wall=

Make it end, please! I can't take it anymore! Make it end, all of it. End it all. Anything to make it stop.

=I start carving my skin again=

I need it to end. I need it out of my head. I can't stand it. I'm not strong enough. Please make it stop.

=She sits beside him=

Odoi ilivym otilic ohy Diorrmy?

=walks to Aura=

Aura, let's go.

=he holds out his hand=

=She pushes his hand away=

Kulerev sieth sanetoyem! Idenot Eckavo thavi evanodot Diorrmy...

=She draws her knife and pulls up her sleeve, which upon close inspection reveals a line of scars. She takes the knife and cuts her arm slow and very deep. She takes a bit of spice powder from a bag on her side and smears it in the wound. she nearly cries, but fights it back=

Aura don't...

=he falls to his knees=

just don't, please aura, please.

=his eyes star to water=

=She remembers a few words from her memories. She manages to speak them barely=

Y...you art vake Teirtun...

w-w-what?

=he looks up at her=

what did you say?

=a tear forms=

=She stands up in fromt of him, and shows him her nad with the nails filed into claws=

You...are...VEAK!

=She slaps him across the face, cutting him ender the eye=

You mus'n lev vit dur emutuns, n'ya larn tvo subressn dem...

I understand

Neither should you, you slut!

=blood mixes with the tear=

=She grabs him by the throat and pinns him against the wall, her other hand holding the tip of her knife to it=

Allen i hast to duu is'n sqves ur push...

and i cared for you, no actually wanted to love you, but you threw it away, what does that make you? and by killing me? Then what are you?

=the bloody tear falls=

=She pushes slightly as her grip tightens, but not hard enough to punture his skin yet=

Strongur than yohi.

=walks in and see tar pinned to the wall by the new person=

what the hell is goin on here?

=She does not look away for Teirtun=

Yo on. Teil hem, Kisti...

really by killing someone who cares for you, a misunderstood girl, just because he loves you?

=he raises is arm and touches her hand (the one with the knife)=

why end it? what will be left, what will remain, who will be left that cares?

I'm all that's left, and i wanted to be what's left for you...

=I grab Aurafell's arm and the back of her neck. I pull her away from the others. I don't register what I am doing=

Make it stop, please! I keep seeing it! I have to stop!

=He walks in, in real bad shape, with his MCR aimed at the girl who helped him, and his ELS at his side=

Voutan- If you dont put him down right now, i swear to god i will blow your fucking brains all over these walls. I wil not lose another of my blood.

=She squeezes just hard enough to knock him out, then turns to the other one, mocking that she has killed him=

=Voutan ignors Zeru's comment. He draws his ELS, Drops his Rifle, Activates it, And pinns her against the wall with the sword at her throat=

Voutan- Give me one good reason i shouldnt slash your throat open!

= tries his best to wake =

Aura, i lo..........

leave her alon............................................................................................
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=black=






Lapis...

=She smiles=

Ilikim, Voutain. Ilikim...

=grabs voutan and hurls him out of the room into the hallway=

u moron are u trying to get us killed u should know not to draw weapons near the reactor room

-to aura u must think your special playing mind games with them do me a favor and get away from the reactor now

=I kick Zeru's knees and grab him in a choke hold, her neck between my two blood coated forearms. I still don't know what I am doing=

I keep seeing it! The fires! The pain! Make it stop! Why won't it stop??

=As he is thrown into the hall, he grabs his rifle and blindly fires a shot. he can tell it hits, but he cant tell where=

=after struggling he manages to get some footing and slams domri into the wall at full force he quickly gives him a sedative=

has hell broken loose again

=he grabs V weapons and tosses it away=

now u gonna behave or what


u gonna join chat V

=I fall asleep, then awake again, my eyes glazed, yet alert=

Perhaps, Zeru, perhaps. Think of me as Subconsious Dormii. All I want is the fighting to stop so Dormii doesn't do this.

=I gesture to my blood and scars as well as the carvings= Although this one is good. =I point to the large scale of everyone=

=She feels the impact and extreme burning as the bullet strikes her in the stomach. Her eyes glaze over and she drops to the floor=